Friday, August 6, 2010

Have you missed me? Slowly coming back.............

I know I have been a bad blogging friend.  Let me tell you why, dear followers.  I lost my job two weeks ago.  I've never lost a job.  How do you deal with it?  How do you deal with the plummeting self-esteem?  The embarrassment and humiliation.  Yes, I know that 'my job was eliminated'.  They loved me, I was a wonderful employee, it was nothing personal.  After 16 years, though, I am crushed.  And that's all I can say because I signed a release.

So.  This is why I have not blogged, but more importantly why I have not created.  I just haven't had the heart.  When I should be using my craft to pick myself back up and put on those big-girl panties!

I ventured into the studio last night and started reorganizing.  Well, it was never really organized so I can't say that I reorganized...just shifted some things around.  The mojo is not back, but I sensed a rumbling.  I'll try again tonight.

In the meantime.....anyone offer cheap health insurance?

Smiles,

9 comments:

Carla said...

Deb-
I'm so sorry to hear about your job. The effects of this economy are far reaching. Although I know at this point - hearing that doesn't make you feel any better.
Hang in there my friend - - better opportunities will come your way!
Hugs!!

scalder said...

Yikes Deb! Can't imagine how to deal with the job loss after 16 years! I can definitely understand the loss of 'mojo'. Hope you can find yourself another job and things will turn around for you:)

...Darlene said...

Oh Deb,
What a tough thing to have happen. I know you loved what you did. I can usually find the glass half empty but I am going to fill it up! You can turn your Close To My Heart into a business. I know you have the personality to do so and you are gifted in creating!

Sharli said...

Deb,
Hugs, dear friend. I'm so sorry for your loss! Allow yourself a set time to grieve then get focused on changing things. (ok, that's what worked for me - I don't mean to be bossy).

I'm keeping you in my prayers.

theCook said...

I'm sorry for your job. I hope you'll find another one soon!

Haley D. said...

Deb, I am so sorry. Try to remember that this is in no way a reflection on YOU and who you are. You are an amazingly talented lady! When a door closes, God opens a window somewhere for you!

Mona L. Pendleton said...

Miss you Deb - BIG cyber hugs :)

Annette said...

Glad to see you back here on your blog Deb. Missed you indeed! I agree that all things happen for a reason and maybe this is the fire under your behind! Go for it. You've got what it takes, now take it by the horns, sister!

Jacki said...

Such sad news... Might I recommend Spherion agency? It's owned and run by women - a "talent agency"! I applied online and had two job interviews the next day. Now with YOUR skill set... you won't be free to create 24/7 for long!
Hugs and hang in there,
Jacki